Now I'm unhealthy

I just thought I'd share with you a moment from my brain, from about thirty seconds ago:


Oh man, I feel terrible. I don't know if I can even-- wait... what exactly would I be trying to do right now?



That's right. I can't even tell you what it is I'm supposed to be trying to accomplish.
Edit will come, theme #2 will come.

EDIT//
Okay, so first off, that thing I had been trying to do was walk. And get orange juice. Those stairs looked friggin' scary.
Moving on.

Which semester will be harder? One or Two? Good question.


This week's theme:
relief, and whatever this makes you feel.

responses:
rachel--
http://non-thought.blogspot.com/2008/01/2-relief.html
maddy--
http://characteroftheweek.blogspot.com/2008/02/2-when-do-you-feel.html

#1 So what if he did?

Exhibit A: a mental breakdown

back up, down
break down, town
bring 'round sound
from red ground
okay?

Sometimes my mind falls apart. This happens from time to time. I think that sometimes I need it. Because it makes me more relate-able. Because I hate feeling like a phony when I'm trying to talk to someone who has fallen apart. I almost said "worse than I have," but then realized that I have fallen apart pretty badly sometimes.
Meh.

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But most of the time I think I worry that I take myself too seriously.

Will you be my "it's complicated" on Facebook?

I am totally aware of who reads this. That being said, I should probably watch what I say and how I say it... but I haven't cared before and really don't think it'll stop me now. Besides, if it wasn't a problem before it isn't now, and if people are curious about me -- voila! Here I am.



Or maybe I'm just trying to get back into the swing of things, what with English and Writer's Craft coming up in twenty-five days.
...Wait. What?



Supposedly it's time for another update. A legit one, mind you... none of these crappy lists. Wait... did start that one. Either way.



First off, I'm having troubles walking and stuff. That annoys me. Because there's nothing like hearing "It's time to grow up, Andy. University's coming." and simultaneously experiencing what can only be related to arthritis. Fortunately it's just a result of some injury. Come to think of it, that's not much better.
...Shiiiit.
Secondly, (and, as always, an interactive piece to today's literature) I applied for university this past week. Twice, technically. But oh well. I'm going to go out on a limb and list off the schools I applied to, but I won't expect any reciprocation. Don't think about that for too long:
Queen's - Psychology
Guelph - Psychology
Waterloo - Psychology
Wilfred Laurier - Psychology
Next I'll be listing off any failed attempts at relationships I experience in my life and any of the week's past sins. I should stop being so volunteering. I really just like how close it sounds to "cavaliering", which, let's face it, sounds pretty awesome.
Third on the docket, well... I reaaally want to make a movie right now. Somebody better let me in the first month of Semester 2. Because I really don't want to make one just for kicks. And I can't very well do a silent film for Writer's Craft, now can I?
Fourth, and most important: Do not consider this a compromise for me. Because, well... it's not. I just hope it doesn't backfire on me.



The soundtrack for this one:
Slow Jam - Four Tet
Everything's Not Lost - Coldplay
I Summon You - Spoon
Good Morning (Intro) - Kanye West
Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
Chase This Light - Jimmy Eat World
Melatonin - Silversun Pickups
A Bad Dream - Keane
Lovely Allen - Holy Fuck



"Off the top of my head, I'd say you're looking at a Boeski, a Jim Brown, a Miss Daisy, two Jethros and a Leon Spinks, not to mention the biggest Ella Fitzgerald ever!"